Seriously.. Society and all it participants are fucking NUTS! …just saying
for the first time in 6 months.. I am shutting down and backing the fuck away from those around me.. too much drama.. too much shit.. I spent many many years alone.. isolated on my farm.. and this shit.. these people and their shit.. how they try to blame and drag me and mine into it all.. is just too much for me for a while.. I am going to close and lock the door.. not answer the phone.. gather my dogs and kids close.. go to work and come home.. need people as little as possible.. and let me tell you.. I am a FUCKING MASTER at not needing people.. for long long periods of time..
Time to spend with kids and dogs and horse.. reading books, learning about my job, taking pics of what moves me.. spinning the yarn I need.. unwinding my brain.. letting people untangle from me, my kids and my life..
Taken in July of this year..
just a few weeks before I moved…
The storm that was passing overhead reminded me that any storms I was facing at that moment.. or storms to come.. would eventually pass.. and mostly be forgotten..
And.. so far.. I have weathered the passing storms well..
People will ALWAYS hurt you .. one way or another.. some time or another.. even when they don’t mean to or want to..
SHE will NEVER hurt me..
Here’s hoping TODAY.. is a better day.
oh yeah.. she reminds me.. “take better care of yourself Damn it.. No one else ever has.. and no one is going to.. so you better!”
Took this one with my IPOD a few months ago..
I really need a real camera..saving saving saving what i can when i can to get a camera I can do more with..
but have to say I am impressed with the IPOD camera.
not so impressed with the IPHONE camera.