She gets to play angry birds on my ipod when she goes to work with me..
She discovered the camera!!!
16 to 19 hours days since Thursday.. working my usual morning shift and going in in the evening trying to get everyone tagged, photographed and get some paperwork done.. I am taking over management of the dairy herd.. so much to learn! But I am LOVING the challenge.
I am Wore out..
I am taking this evening off.. sitting with my kids, playing with my puppy, making a nice sit down meal and relaxing..
I looked for pics all weekend… and only yesterday morning did I find anything..
I wrote this in September of last year.. Fall always brings for me a.. “missing him” feeling.. and even tho life for me is so much better here.. sometimes I just find myself.. missing that horse..
Such a long time since the smell of hay has been mixed with the sound of tears.
The why really does not matter tonight.. the why of the tears that is.. The why of the time means more.. but even that matter only to us..
Arms crossed and head bowed with sobs and tears.. One mare stands strong touching an arm and then the other.. pushing slightly in to inspect a cheek.. not a fidget nor a worry.. Not a wrinkle near her eye.. not a purse of her lip.. She knows the how.. somehow.. she knows.
Oh how we both wish the other was with us.. He knew how to comfort us both.. He knew our strength and out weaknesses.. and he knew when a nuzzle was most appropriate. and when it was time to be done. He held us up and let us stand on our own.
Tonight we almost smelled him in our barn.. possibly a breeze he had traveled through once..
and She tells me.. It will all be ok.. go ahead and cry.. You are safe and I am you and yours and you are me and mine.. we have loved each others babies.. and laughed and mourned together and too far apart..
You need to be softer.. she whispers.. he always brought that for both of us..
Together we can cry again and learn to laugh.. once you are done crying.. no matter that you did not come here to cry for him.. you came here to cry… and mares take care of each other.
Been waiting and trying for weeks to capture good shots of the Eagles I see..
FINALLY!!! Cooperative and Handsome..
My only wish would have been for more color in the sky..
Eagles are a subject I Treasure and …sometimes they seem to know it..
I like this
I might be in sooooo much trouble lol
Pics from September 27th 2012.. taken with my 14mp Kodak Easyshare..
Hunting season here.. opening weekend.. not even leaving the house during the day except to go to work and back..
so I am going through folders looking for pics I can edit and post…
We all do..
Sometimes it is a phone call, a gimps of someone or something, a text, or even a photo..
We all look back.. the trick is to adjust your focus so the present is clear…. and so is the past.
Funny sometimes how my brain works.. This post and picture have nothing what so ever to do with leaving my husband.. it looks that way.. it reads that way.. but it is not.